Friday, May 12, 2006

she's a rebel, she's a saint.
she's the symbol of destruction.

i want to have blue nice eyes.
really beauiful real blue eyes.
its really nice.
i want to get contacts.
but my mother seems to disapprove of it.
i shall wait till i grow up.
i want many many nice surprises to happen to me.
small surprises, great surprises, anything (:
i want the time to stop, leaving me the only one moving.
allowing me to undone everything i did to hurt everyone around me.
give me something to suck out all unhappiness that happened to everyone's mind.
i need a time machine.
i want to have a genius' brain.
that way, i wont do anything stupid and dumb.
i am like a child left behind,
like a pet left in the rain.
i get so sick of crying.
drenched in my pain.
there's no sign of hope for me.
i only have myself to blame.

the world is spinning around and around,
out of control once again.

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